Should I have a Baby....?

Leave him! Definately do not have a baby with him. He is only going to lead you to more heartache and if you get pregnant the poor baby is going to be in the middle of it. You can do so much better and you deserve better. Get some counseling if you need support. Trust me I have been there done that. My husband saved my life. I was in the same situation your in. There are better men out there. I wish you the best but please don't get pregnant!!!